Then understand what I'm saying, this is not what I want.

[He doesn't know how much clearer he can make. He doesn't want Johnny to have to choose. He doesn't want him to be punished when he does. He didn't listen to him, not to Ariadne either, if he still thinks he can have his cake and eat it too.

If Johnny won't choose, maybe the best thing Jack can do for him is choose for him.]

I don't know that I want to be a part of this again. I was happier without it.